It wasn’t supposed to be
like this.
I wanted the other ending,
the one where she stayed.
But
here I am
watching
as this life plays out.
And,
there’s this:
I cannot turn away.
I am spellbound,
riveted-
my mind following the script
like an obedient dog.
I look at the ticket stub
in my hand,
it tells me this:
this place-
this life
is where I’m meant to be.
by
I Love you. Thank you for sharing your grief and the harsh reality we live in.