If I’m going to survive this wreckage
I may have to close my eyes for a little while.
And, with my eyes closed,
I may dream of other times, times before,
when life seemed brighter and more hopeful.
Because now, those things
seem completely gone-
light and hope.
Sometimes I just sit here
in the wreckage
letting the thoughts come as they will.
Rolling over me
like waves pounding me
into the shore.
And in these times
I have no idea if I will survive
at all.
Because this feels unsurvivable.
(Wreckage: the remains of something that has been badly damaged or destroyed; the state of being wrecked; remains or fragments of something that has been wrecked; debris; the remaining parts.)
I feel it.
I am debris- the scattered remnants
of what’s left after the destruction that comes with death.
I’m in pieces,
littering the sand.
This is all,
all that remains;
fragments of who I used to be.
by
The little remaining fragments that define an individual is the most vulnerable and valuable.
There’s no explanation.